The Spark I was missing

I guess the past is always going to come glaring back in your face at times. And there are always going to be wishes and regrets, but I found the spark I have been missing since I got into AMDA and I am going to go for my dreams no matter what it takes. I am going to step out on more ledges and try to get myself out there. I know that God know's what He's doing. I just need to trust in Him totally and then I will be in His will for my life. So, in the words of Little Women the musical..."Here I go, and there's no turning back. My great adventure has begun! I may be small, but I've got giant plans; to shine as brightly as the sun! I will blaze until I find my time and place. I will be fearless, surrendering modesty and grace. I will not disappear without a trace. I'll shout and start a riot, be anything but quiet, like Christopher Columbus I'll be astonishing, astonishing...astonishing at last!"

Life....where is mine headed?

Over the past couple of months I have been working at Chick Fil A, doing community theater shows, auditioning for schools, and searching for the school for me. It seems like all of these doors keep being opened to theater and none of them have led anywhere. I am trying to trust that God has a plan for my life. I just feel like my life is at a standstill right now as I live with my parents. I am completely thankful that they are letting my live with them, I just need God to help me find some meaning with my life right now.

I suppose everyone feels like this at some point in their life. I guess I'm just getting it now.