Wednesday, January 19, 2011

...Today

I feel like I'm always in school, 24/7.
Mondays and Tuesdays I have class pretty much all day.
Last semester seemed so easier physically compared to this, and way less crazy!
I need to keep depending on God for the strength to get through this.
It's just tiring. Of course that's my fault for staying up late. I need to get into a sleep
schedule otherwise this semester is gonna drag out forever.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

This is my last car
ride with my sister for 4 and a half months. :(

Monday, January 3, 2011

The End

I awoke to a white light...It pulsed and radiated.
It spoke, "Follow me," in a whisper hardly audible
I got out of bed as it disappeared outside my door. 
I followed it down the stairs deeper and deeper,
until the stairs suddenly stopped. I felt something warm-
almost hot- touching my toes. The light appeared again and 
continued forward. I followed it to the end of a deep chasm.
As I looked over the edge I saw thousands of human beings
crying out. Screaming "Save yourself!" 
As I looked I saw my family screaming down below. 
As I looked closer I felt a hand touch me, 
It pushed me over the edge. I screamed
 but no audible sound came out of my mouth. 
Falling.....falling. As I landed on the hard ground i felt the worst pain
I had ever experienced. It was like something was tearing my 
body from the inside out. I cried out but there was no one there
 to wipe away my tears. I prayed to God to save me but I felt no relief.
I knew at that moment there was no hope for me; I was forever stuck in this alternate
universe where not even God Himself was there to comfort me. I screamed until my 
voice gave out. I cried..... alone..... forever. 
No peace, no comfort,
no love was in this place. All the hatred of the world, all the darkness 
that ever corrupted the heart of man was in this pit. And I could not escape it.
I closed my eyes as the last ounce of hope faded from my mind. 
I was forever in a place of torture. 
I was forever in Hell.


Saturday, January 1, 2011

I like this phrase....

 "Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter". -Dr. Seuss

Haha....sometimes I wish I had a rewind button on my somewhwere....

‎"I don't mind killing annoying things. Like say you had to kill a shark. I wouldn't mind killing a shark. It would be hard to do, but I would kill a shark." - Jon and his speech against animal abuse ;) (Amie)

Don't you hate it when....

You stay up really late the night before and then you wake up, but you wake up dead tired? Instead of the refreshing feeling you expect to feel when you wake up on your own?

I stayed awake till 3 somethin' last night because I couldn't fall asleep! I hate that feeling....