Friday, December 31, 2010

New Year's 2011!!!!!!

Thank you Lord for getting me through another year alive! When I think back on all the times I could have been killed or seriously hurt I praise God for His protection. Thank you for a great year! And thank you to all my family and friends for making it amazing. I love you all. :)

A really funny monologue

Dante:  Kay, I know that you're one of the most popular girls in school, and that you scarcely know how to pronounce my name, or use proper grammar. But I've had a crush on you since the days when you would ignore me in kindergarten all the way to this afternoon when you ignored me in the cafeteria lunch line. Some might say ours is a misunderstood romance. I remember in second grade, I wrote you a note in Mrs. Souplanger's class. It said, "Do you like me? circle yes or no." My friends said you tore up the note in disgust. But I knew you were ripping up confetti to celebrate our newfound love. I know that you have been pretending to ignore me all these years because secretly, deep down, you know that you like me as much as I like you, probably even more. Well, you don't have to be scared and shy any more. I'm going to make both of our wishes come true. Will you go to the prom with me?
(Dante reacts to her rejection.)
Should I take the rolling of your eyes as a "yes"?
My aunt and uncle have this thing called Dayclocks.com it's a clock that tells what day it is and around what time it is too. I thought it was pretty awesome!!!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

I love you

I created this world for you,
you are my creation:
I love you.
You broke my only rule,
I had to punish you:
But I love you.
I destroyed the earth and rebuilt it:
I love you.
I made a covenant with you:
I love you.
I saw your ancestors sinful ways:
But I loved you.
I came to earth as a human for you:
Because I love you.
I lived the perfect life for you:
Because I love you.
I died the worst death imaginable:
Because I love you.
I rose from the dead,
I gave you my free gift 
of eternal life:
Because I love you. 
I want you to accept my gift:
Because I love you.
I don't want you to be separated from me
for eternity in hell:
 Because I love you.
I'll accept you as my child
no matter how many times you curse my name 
or ignore me:
Because I love You.
Please accept my gift before it's too late:
I love you.
-God





How can you just walk past?



How can you just walk past me?
Don't I look like a human to you?
Don't you see the hurt in my eyes?
I used to be like you, I thought I could go 
on living that way forever. Then I got struck down
 by the fact that life can change in an instant. 
At one point I had food and wasted it.
I had clothes and I threw them out,
I had a family that loved me--I took it for granted.
I lived for myself and no one else.
Yet now here I sit, cold, alone, and dejected by the human race.
Be thankful for what you have before it's gone.
No one knows what tomorrow holds.
You could end up a beggar on the streets like me...

Snow

It gets me thinking when I see a snowflake. It's amazing that no two snowflakes are identical. Now (excuse me for saying this but...) how can anyone be so stupid to think that we came from nothing? That we came from sludge and that we are evolved from monkeys? I mean come on! Use some common sense and a little logic if your gonna be a "scientist." And I don't understand how some many people believe that crap! How can they see the intricate parts of the body and how they all have to work as one in order to keep the body functioning and think...."We came from Apes!" It irks me! haha....What an amazing world we live in! It makes me sad to think that people are too stubborn to see that, and to see that there has to be a higher power! For those of you who deny this, you are in my prayers.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Smile





Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you Smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying
Smile- What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying
Smile- What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

Why?

I don't understand why I get so upset and lose sleep over little things. I try to just ignore it but it keeps coming back. Why can't I just forget about it and move on? Instead it just eats at me like i have a parasite. I hate this feeling. I feel scared and worried. I know that if I gave it to God He would fix this, but I don't know how to. It just irks me to no end. I hate crying, but it drives me to tears.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Christmas

I love the Christmas season. It's such a beautiful time of year. Plus there is so much to be thankful for. For my Savior Jesus Christ. For my friends, family, girlfriend, my church family. It makes me love my life and all the people who are in my life right now. I don't understand how people can see snow and see the beauty of it and still say there is no God. It baffles me. And it makes me sad to think that people may never change and never understand the real reason for this season. To everyone out there Merry Christmas and Jesus loves you no matter what you've done. :)







Fish are amazing to watch 

This building in Pittsburgh is beautiful it amazes me what man can do.

There are millions of different flowers on the earth, how could this all be because of an accident?

Think about all the wars that we have had to go through before we could have life and liberty for all. Yet we still kill innocent babies? Shouldn't they have the right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness? What is wrong here?

This bell is an amazing symbol.

I love fireworks. Ever thought about what goes on just to make one of those work? 

Sunrises and Sunsets are so beautiful and they show the majesty of a creator. :)

I love to see art and glass art is just amazing!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Apocalypse House Set-Up Day 10/10/10

Today started out slow. Then I went over to the church to work. I got almost all of the heaven room for Apocalypse House done so that was great! Everyone showed up around 4:30ish to help out so that made some stuff go by faster. Then we all decided to play a healthy game of hide and go seek sardines. What a fun game. haha. I love my church friends and family. What a great day. Goodnight. :)