Crazy

How can one person make you go so crazy?
How can you tell if they're serious or just playing a game?
How can I protect myself while at the same time leave myself open and vulnerable?
I wish these questions were easily answered.
Sometimes I wish God would just give me a blunt sign.
But that's why I have to trust Him.

Marshmallow Murder

It seems like...

When you try to be nice, people take it as insults. 

When you think you're doing the right thing; everyone is there to jump on you afterwards. 

When you think you're making things less painful; people take it worse.

When you try to "fix things"; they just break even more.

Lord, Please keep me in my place and help me to be a better person.

So Thankful....

I'm so thankful for my friends and family. Some of the people I've just met in these past months are so special to me that it's plain crazy! God works in amazing ways!

These Feelings

I just had a really emotionally draining weekend. I really wish I hadn't got my hopes up so high and then had them crash like this. I feel so deep in this hole now. I don't really know how to get out.

....

How can I express my emotions through blogging. All these feelings and emotions are bubbling up inside of me. I feel like I'm going to explode! Thank you Lord for your love for me!!!!!

Wow...

God works in amazing ways! I love how He can work sometimes.